State Of trance
Sunday, February 8, 2009, 12:52 AM
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While surfing youtube, ran across this video of Airsoft "war"

is like in another words, BB guns used in simulation of real jungle/ urban war.
so i was pretty stuck to the videos, gotta admit im a fan of Airsoft too but sadly, Singapore....

Now is like 1 A.M. in the bloody morning and seems like my brain have been lagging pretty badly, like a day lag, i thought today is monday, until my bro insisted on betting me today is sunday. :/
haiz...

so Valentine's day is on 14th Feb,
Frankly speaking, i often felt the pressure from friends, not only my schoolmates, but others, to get a GF, but nah, still not really up to it. Just that maybe i think too much :/

*Deleted my personal thoughts, after writing for like a paragraph, i thought it was stupid*

Alot of confusion in my mind right now, feeling frustrated.
My frustration often offend alot of people near me, so i should not speak of it.
now maybe that explains why most of the time i felt so angry "so dulan" , cant really find a right person to talk all my frustration out.

so for now till one day maybe, i shall keep it to myself.